Faced with an escalating pattern of verbal and emotional abusive, I fled my marriage of 8 years quite abruptly on February 29, 2016. I pressed my D800e against my face, photojournalism as method of detachment from the bewildering chaos unfolding before me. My camera became the safety glass shielding me as I frantically gathered my possessions, and dragged these pieces of my life through a series of lonely, sometimes grim motel rooms in which my 73 year old mother and I quietly camped as she drove us halfway across the United States to the shelter of my childhood home, with my 2 medically sensitive elderly cats in tow. My traumatized, pharmaceutically sedated brain tidily deleted most of this experience from my memory.

These images are what remain; stoic digital witnesses to the blur of alienation, sadness, and fear I experienced in spite of the refuge of my mother's love and the tentative but growing understanding that I was now SAFE. Sure, love hurts, but should it reduce you to a terrified animal with amnesia?

Packing (w/ Cat), February 27, 2016. Brooklyn, NY.

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Survey (w/ Legs), February

 27, 2016. Brooklyn, NY

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Hat, Hotel, February 28, 2016. Brooklyn, NY

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Hotel survey, February 28, 2016. Brooklyn, NY.

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Settling, Hotel, February 28, 2016. Brooklyn, NY

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Feet, shoes, slippers, Hotel, February 28, 2016. Brooklyn, NY

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Supplies, Hotel, February 28, 2016. Brooklyn, NY

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Self-portait (reflection), Hotel, February 29, 2016. Brooklyn, NY

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Goodbye letter drafts, Hotel, February 29, 2016. Brooklyn, NY

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Breakfast display, Hotel, February 29, 2016. Brooklyn, NY

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Breakfast for 2, Hotel, February 29, 2016. Brooklyn, NY

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Curious, Gas Station, February 29, 2016. Pennsylvania

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Rest stop interior, February 29, 2016. Pennsylvania

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Exterior, Motel, February 29, 2016. Barkeyville, PA

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Cat on Motel Bed, 

February 29, 2016. Barkeyville, PA

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Cat, food, bathroom, February 29, 2016. Barkeyville, PA

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Welcome (w/ cat medicine), February 29, 2016. Barkeyville, PA

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Set up, Motel, February 29, 2016. Barkeyville, PA

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Departure cats, Motel, March 1, 2016. Barkeyville, PA

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Wrong day, right meds, Car, March 1, 2016.

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Self-portrait, Car, March 1, 2016.

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Motel bathroom, March 1, 2016. Illinois

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Cat, Mom at desk, Motel, March 1, 2016. Illinois

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No diving, Pool, Motel, March 2, 2016. Illinois

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Morning, Pool, Motel, March 2, 2016. Illinois

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Departure, Motel, March 2, 2016. Illinois

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Drive w/ banana, Car, March 2, 2016. Illinois

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I-80s Largest, March 2, 2016. Iowa

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Oversized load, car, March 2, 2016. Illinois

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Home, Mom, March 4, 2016. Omaha, NE

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Self-portrait with baby portrait,  March 4, 2016. Omaha, NE

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Breakfast, home,  March 4, 2016. Omaha, NE

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Meds w/ book and lipsticks, March 4, 2016. Omaha, NE

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Cat reflection, March 4, 2016. Omaha, NE

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